The last time I felt this pit in my stomach was in Bali – last December… A physical pain that took over my soul for days. No matter how strong I may be emotionally, my life is complicated. This last moment was when a friend that I confined in, took a stab at my vulnerability & brought me down to earth.. in his words, at least… I wanted to feel alive again – so I took my friend on a journey to the volcano for his birthday. We drove on our scooters for 3 1/2 hours in ash, lava and rain to witness something majestic. I saw a puppy be thrown off the side of the road – that fu*ked me up hard… I saw villages washed away in the slush in moments… and people covered in ash from head to toe holding everything they owned in their hands.. My life was being shaken by mother nature and awaken by God. I knew I had one option – to keep going, and no matter what was on the other side, things would get better… As soon as we hit the top of the mountain.. two earth quake tremors shook the ground and the volcano spewed with ash.. I can visually see the ash cloud as if Im standing there again. Here I am, going thru life moments again – this time with love. It will never be the same .. I desperately need an escape.. and that’s how Im feeling right now – fighting for air and looking for that life-changing moment again. I’m waiting for it.
Throwback Thursday — to my paradise island, Indonesia — all the way across the world. Missing my family in Bali.. I am thinking of how much I grew as a person when I lived on the Island of the Gods. Now that Im back in USA; I can really feel all the power and energy […]
you can always find me … in the paddies. 🌾🌾 I am taking the concepts & perceptions that I discovered when living in Indonesia.. and applying full-force to my relationships. I was a very-relaxed person living in Bali.. taking moments as they arrive. With the recent success of my network on social; the demand for […]
A beautiful, green Viper Pit snake appeared in my gang (driveway) while I was driving home with my friend visiting from Detroit. We had an epic night of dancing to dark techno in the city… At first, I saw this green shimmer and didn’t think anything of it… thought maybe I was tired. This gorgeous […]
My Experiences in Indonesia – Inspired By Culture & Language You may remember my vlog about moving to Bali, Indonesia in 2017 — where my filmmakers spent some time to follow around the country stepping into my shoes. What you probably do not know, is that I have been experiencing the culture and life of […]
Spent some much-needed time to unwind in beautiful Uluwatu — I took the afternoon to focus on agency tasks at this beautiful cafe called “The Cashew Tree” It was a quiet cafe with comfortable seating to work, eat or enjoy a nice afternoon. Clay and I stayed for 6 hours — ordering breakfast, coffee, lunch […]
Bali is one of my HQs – we have a dog, bike, villa and hustle… I’m planted in East Asia for a minute.
Travel is good for your heart, body and soul What isn’t good about exploring the world to see new things and adapt to environments that are out of your element? Damn, I am constantly blessed with these beautiful interactions from people around the world. My energy is on point when I am surrounded by multiple […]
I am a firm believer that what you put in, is what you get out. For every hour that you dedicate towards something of passion; it will come back to you in more ways than you could imagine. I found my sweet spot on this beautiful island in East Asia. Bali, Indonesia is becoming my […]