I miss the days when โ˜€๏ธ Life was so simple

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Life of of missydi

I miss the days when โ˜€๏ธ

Life was so simple. And you could look at someone without having a hidden agenda & social anxiety wasnโ€™t real; the awkwardness was only apart of imagination.

Does anybody feel like this? โ˜๐Ÿผ

Take me back… to when I could wake up from this dream of having to move 100mph while the world spins slow… my mind wasnโ€™t caught up in other peopleโ€™s problems but focused on my own dreams & faith. Prayer ๐Ÿ™๐Ÿป

Life has never been easy, not even for a split second. The moving & shakin of mobility issues.. and mental battles in the industry- my life has more harder days than easy; especially with the government & health insurance case workers. I could never look back for anything because im everything but simple. If God wants to make me a mess, and I choose not to ask for help; then ill handle it ๐Ÿ‘Š i think smart, street smart.

Id rather having this condition than anyone else. Id never learn โ€˜gritโ€™ or taking risks to be as successful as I am now. Id be chilling at home; instead of fighting every damn day.

I miss my mindset… before I realized what people were doing around me… and questioning 3x over the intentions of the folks placed in my path.

What am I chasing anymore? A dollar & a dream to make happiness for other people. Heaven has a special seat waiting.. but thereโ€™s many more experiences that im supposed to complete. I cant explain why im still alive after the ridiculous amount of life scares… now im fearless!!

Proud to say that I am self made with everything that I have in front of me. Making my own memories of what purpose means to me. Selecting my friend group + work colleagues…

Dating in Miami is almost a real life sitcom; a joke, seriously. Im soooooooooooooo beyond exhausted from the cycle of the same conversations + different day. Im tired of hustlin all the time.. from the moment my eyes open until I pass out from chronic fatigue. Then to be carted away by the f*ckboys that are manicured perfectly & only enjoy my company for my status + flash… Can I fly away yet?
When do the angel wings pop out to find a good one, well deserved and loyal plus one โ˜๐Ÿผ see the true colors and intentions for my mission

Life of of missydi
Life of of missydi
Life of of missydi
Life of of missydi