All that I know is that the feeling in the air is different for me 
I make moves so carefully.. especially these days. I’m afraid that I’m moving further away from connecting my mind to anyone or anything; other than my responsibilities.
I’ve lost sleep & money for other people; my health at a point of exhaustion and dehydration 
Myself & Coco first & family to follow.
You have to “be selfish” for your own mental health— I’m sorry, not sorry 
It’s difficult for me to describe what’s going on this tweak mindset lol the way that I process information and data is like 
for some reason, information processing comes naturally for me.
I truly hope to turn all my DMs into a column on my blog one day- the amount of hustle that I put in 
keeping up with my standards thru all the fighting and ‘teachable moments’
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