I am a leader who moves with grace. ๐Ÿ‘‘

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I will always remain motivated even when I am in so much painโ€ฆ because im a leader who moves with grace. ๐Ÿ‘‘

Facts:
+ I am cyber bullied every day because I am unique and confident in my skin.
+ I have to keep my direct messages closed because people harass me about my physical difference.
+ I am emotionally numb to pain and problems because I realized theyโ€™re never going to stop so why fight them?
+ I was born with a disease that is uncurable without performing the surgery while in the womb of the mother. Very risky.
+ I am one of 25,000 individuals surveyed to have this condition. There was no โ€˜researchโ€™ for what I had until I was 13 years old.

Even though Iโ€™ve listed the most common challenges that Iโ€™m facing each day in and each day out, my disability has never deprived me from getting up and going after it. It might sound like I am very sad and disappointed because Iโ€™m disabled, itโ€™s the complete opposite.

I want my readers to understand what my mind has to go through for every battle that I have to take when I step outside the door. So tell me, did you feel it?

I am blessed with this disability suit because there is so much power. But I get so disappointed easily when humanity fails me ..๐Ÿ’” even when Iโ€™m not expecting there to be a challenge, thereโ€™s some reason I push back and every little thing that I try to do for a normal day. I canโ€™t wait to be financially stable to hire a person as my helper. Someone that can carry my things and help around the house. Someone that I can depend on to grab the door or wait on the long hold times to reach someone for some bullshit disability discrimination matter. Thereโ€™s literally always something going on and I constantly ask why God chose me. But I know why he chose me, because I can handle ALL OF THIS. Honestly, I think I eat it up with a spoon. Thereโ€™s no other way to take it except with positive energy

My mind is so strong, itโ€™s scary. Learning comes natural to me. I have to adapt to everything around me because of my mobility limitations.

Iโ€™m a prodigy from the conditions of my environment and the psychological mind games that I constantly have to face head-on.

I will always remain motivated even when I am in so much painโ€ฆ because im a leader who moves with grace. ๐Ÿ‘‘

 

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