The Orange – Epic Edition

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melissa divietri abstract art
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The pandemic has changed my perception on how I want to spend the rest of my life & whom to spend these next lifetimes with. My soul has been awakened; the awareness is almost shivering. I’ve been strict yet focused on where I share my energy and how much time that I spend out in public (socializing).I will always remain as independent as possible by taking care of my responsibilities & behavior patterns for my happiness. As an artist; life tends to be more risky and dependent on marketing yourself and skillset to make earnings. I am moving so quickly during the day; that adding another layer of activity would throw off my goals. I wake up determined as I’m living out my fantasy as a creator of abstract artwork; throwing paint and sharing my stories. I organize my minutes, hours, days, months and years; thinking ahead of the curve on where I should be & how to get there! My perception of sharing time and energy has been flipped 180degrees as I’m blossoming into a beautiful babe.

I’ve closed my heart during the world pandemic as I saw first hand how cruel humans can become as they live in fear. I became a solo individual because I chose to be independent. I know that my commitment issues will pull me into thousands of directions that will just consume my energy, time and money; all three things that I have no desire to toss away. I like handling my responsibilities without being dependent for someone else to care for them. My pattern in relationships has been stuck on a repeat cycle; as I refurbish the same energy into the next person of choice by habit. It’s a terrible trait where I am seeking constant attention from multiple persons orbiting in my headspace. I like attention; that’s my adrenaline fixation. I am lucky, blessed and grateful that my confidence naturally attracts people around me. Strangers enjoy speaking to me; I never feel alone.

I can’t say that I will always be like this. The moment when my heart is aligned for pure intentions; those feelings will call whomever time traveler feels my love from billions of light years away. When it’s time to set the standard for true love; time / money and energy won’t matter at that point – because when our orbits align perfectly no bullshit will get in our way. I am looking for my Knight; and I am willing to wait until the end of time for him to find me. It’s been awhile since anyone has caught my attention, and I’m content with that because I should never give myself to just anyone.

Here I am, pictured lost in a sea of broken souls drifting towards the same thing that they think will make them happy. When my wounds heal as my tears dry; my heart will be solid and unbreakable.

Abstract Artwork

48″ x 60″  // Non-Toxic Acrylic on Refurbished Canvas

Creating Behind The Scenes

abstract art

melissa divietri abstract art
melissa divietri abstract art

melissa divietri abstract art

melissa divietri abstract art
melissa divietri abstract art

abstract art