I’m Not Sure What To Say Anymore.. Something Is Still Missing

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Im not sure what to say anymore.. something is still missing. What am I chasing if I have all these targets trying to take me back down 100 notches. I go up one– and go back three. Do you know who you are? I’m running away from these crazy ass thoughts; life’s hard but that’s ok… because tomorrow is a new day? No regrets at this point. I’m never in the mood for it anymore.⠀

I’ve finally decided where I chose to be…I’m assembling the troops.. my besties, family <3, business partners, and passions! I’m not scared to take it – truthfully I’m laughing my ass off when the bad energy trickles its way in. I’ve been moving friendships, breaking up with bae, fuck boi, girlfriends – who everrrrrr —! Work relations, lawsuits, court cases, insurance, problem caseworker drama, state bullshit, civil rights violations… one after another.. an another one. These problems are weighing on me quite ridiculously.. I’m not the only one, I know. I get your DMs. Disability Awareness? No >> basic human rights, bitch.⠀

Where’s the silver lining? #DreamBig – da fuq. I’m literally up to my eyeballs with stress from all the sides; screaming at the sky.. like why am I getting up to do THIS. shit again? and another one. ☝️ It’s alright if it wasn’t me — who would it be? When I have to be the one that battles it All- because the others are not strong enough. I feel you, I hear your crys, I get your messages — and your texts. I am paying ur debts; we are all doing it together. and you just don’t realize it yet. Where’s my Empire, stat!!!!!? #Cleopatra

 

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Im not sure what to say anymore.. something is still missing. What am I chasing if I have all these targets trying to take me back down 100 notches. I go up one– and go back three. Do you know who you are? Im running away from these crazy ass thoughts; life’s hard but that’s ok… because tomorrow is new day? No regrets at this point. Im never in the mood for it anymore.⠀ ⠀ I’ve finally decided where I chose to be…Im assembling the troops.. my besties, family <3, business partners and passions! Im not scared to take it – truthfully im laughing my ass off when the bad energy trickles it’s way in. Ive been moving friendships, breaking up with bae, fuck boi, girlfriends – who everrrrrr — ! Work relations, lawsuits, court cases, insurance, problem case worker drama, state bullshit, civil rights violations… one after another.. an another one. These problems are weighing on me quite ridiculously.. Im not the only one, I know. I get your DMs. Disability Awareness? No >> basic human rights, bitch.⠀ ⠀ Where’s the silver lining? #DreamBig – da fuq. im literally up to my eyeballs with stress from all the sides; screaming at the sky.. like why am i getting up to do THIS. shit again? and another one. ☝️ It’s alright, if it wasnt me — who would it be? When I have to be the one that battles it All- because the others are not strong enough. I feel you, I hear your crys, I get your messages — and your texts. I am paying ur debts; we are all doing it together. and you just dont realize it yet. Where’s my Empire, stat!!!!!? #Cleopatra

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