When Life Was A Dream; Know Your Worth… โค๏ธ๐Ÿ˜

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When life was a dream; know your worth… โค๏ธ๐Ÿ˜

โ€”- say what?? ๐Ÿ˜ฎ from the top to bottom… start like this… know everything about how to value YOU.

My darkest artist phase was in Bali.. I was becoming clean from every substance abuse that I ever had since a child. My paintings have a lot of black, dark, thick strokes to resemble my fate.. my past.. & hopefully a brighter future.

Too many times Iโ€™m running around in circles trying to figure out what the fuck people are even saying to me..about who knows what. Iโ€™m so smart that theyโ€™re so stupid or Iโ€™m just at the point where I donโ€™t care? ๐Ÿšจ๐Ÿšจ๐Ÿšจ or maybe I was so medicated that I let everything pass me by? Who knows

I donโ€™t need to snap my fingers or flip my hair to know that Iโ€™m somebody. But are you somebody too? Whatโ€™s your worth? What game are we playing today?

My first year in Bali, I was becoming holistic. This was the hardest obstacle of my life. Im always thinking that Iโ€™m going through hurdles today …. but when I look back at my lifestyle. Becoming holistic was the hardest thing Iโ€™ve ever accomplished

I went from taking opioids at 13 years old…. hydrocodone, oxycodone, flexeril, Toradol..prescribed vicodin in 7th grade…. by the time I was at Uni, my tolerance was sooo high; I had to inject 13 shots in the back of my neck each month for pain management. can you imagine every month? Four years of that

I finished university barely breathing… so cooked out of mind, Iโ€™m surprised i passed at all but many classes I had to take 2 and sometimes 3 times over. My dropping point was when I had my stomach pumped, from an overdose.

On this day; my neighbor found me…๐Ÿšจ๐ŸšจI had a reflection with myself. Realizing that if I donโ€™t make a significant change in my behavior, Iโ€™m going to be on hard-core drugs for the rest of my life

This was same time my boyfriend of 6 years broke up. It was mutual, I was moving 100 mph

I saw a Facebook ad to cowork and travel in Bali. I bought into it, 2 weeks later I was on a plane.๐Ÿ’ฅ๐Ÿ’ฅ

No access to medication in Indonesia which encouraged to stop drinking & taking drugs. no weed also.

If I can do it, you can do itย #lifeofmissydi

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When life was a dream; know your worth… โค๏ธ๐Ÿ˜ โ€”- say what?? ๐Ÿ˜ฎ from the top to bottom… start like this… know everything about how to value YOU. My darkest artist phase was in Bali.. I was becoming clean from every substance abuse that I ever had since a child. My paintings have a lot of black, dark, thick strokes to resemble my fate.. my past.. & hopefully a brighter future. Too many times Iโ€™m running around in circles trying to figure out what the fuck people are even saying to me..about who knows what. Iโ€™m so smart that theyโ€™re so stupid or Iโ€™m just at the point where I donโ€™t care? ๐Ÿšจ๐Ÿšจ๐Ÿšจ or maybe I was so medicated that I let everything pass me by? Who knows I donโ€™t need to snap my fingers or flip my hair to know that Iโ€™m somebody. But are you somebody too? Whatโ€™s your worth? What game are we playing today? My first year in Bali, I was becoming holistic. This was the hardest obstacle of my life. Im always thinking that Iโ€™m going through hurdles today …. but when I look back at my lifestyle. Becoming holistic was the hardest thing Iโ€™ve ever accomplished I went from taking opioids at 13 years old…. hydrocodone, oxycodone, flexeril, Toradol..prescribed vicodin in 7th grade…. by the time I was at Uni, my tolerance was sooo high; I had to inject 13 shots in the back of my neck each month for pain management. can you imagine every month? Four years of that I finished university barely breathing… so cooked out of mind, Iโ€™m surprised i passed at all but many classes I had to take 2 and sometimes 3 times over. My dropping point was when I had my stomach pumped, from an overdose. On this day; my neighbor found me…๐Ÿšจ๐ŸšจI had a reflection with myself. Realizing that if I donโ€™t make a significant change in my behavior, Iโ€™m going to be on hard-core drugs for the rest of my life This was same time my boyfriend of 6 years broke up. It was mutual, I was moving 100 mph I saw a Facebook ad to cowork and travel in Bali. I bought into it, 2 weeks later I was on a plane.๐Ÿ’ฅ๐Ÿ’ฅ No access to medication in Indonesia which encouraged to stop drinking & taking drugs. no weed also. If I can do it, you can do it #lifeofmissydi

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