When Life Was A Dream; Know Your Worth… ❤️😍

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When life was a dream; know your worth… ❤️😍

—- say what?? 😮 from the top to bottom… start like this… know everything about how to value YOU.

My darkest artist phase was in Bali.. I was becoming clean from every substance abuse that I ever had since a child. My paintings have a lot of black, dark, thick strokes to resemble my fate.. my past.. & hopefully a brighter future.

Too many times I’m running around in circles trying to figure out what the fuck people are even saying to me..about who knows what. I’m so smart that they’re so stupid or I’m just at the point where I don’t care? 🚨🚨🚨 or maybe I was so medicated that I let everything pass me by? Who knows

I don’t need to snap my fingers or flip my hair to know that I’m somebody. But are you somebody too? What’s your worth? What game are we playing today?

My first year in Bali, I was becoming holistic. This was the hardest obstacle of my life. Im always thinking that I’m going through hurdles today …. but when I look back at my lifestyle. Becoming holistic was the hardest thing I’ve ever accomplished

I went from taking opioids at 13 years old…. hydrocodone, oxycodone, flexeril, Toradol..prescribed vicodin in 7th grade…. by the time I was at Uni, my tolerance was sooo high; I had to inject 13 shots in the back of my neck each month for pain management. can you imagine every month? Four years of that

I finished university barely breathing… so cooked out of mind, I’m surprised i passed at all but many classes I had to take 2 and sometimes 3 times over. My dropping point was when I had my stomach pumped, from an overdose.

On this day; my neighbor found me…🚨🚨I had a reflection with myself. Realizing that if I don’t make a significant change in my behavior, I’m going to be on hard-core drugs for the rest of my life

This was same time my boyfriend of 6 years broke up. It was mutual, I was moving 100 mph

I saw a Facebook ad to cowork and travel in Bali. I bought into it, 2 weeks later I was on a plane.💥💥

No access to medication in Indonesia which encouraged to stop drinking & taking drugs. no weed also.

If I can do it, you can do it #lifeofmissydi

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When life was a dream; know your worth… ❤️😍 —- say what?? 😮 from the top to bottom… start like this… know everything about how to value YOU. My darkest artist phase was in Bali.. I was becoming clean from every substance abuse that I ever had since a child. My paintings have a lot of black, dark, thick strokes to resemble my fate.. my past.. & hopefully a brighter future. Too many times I’m running around in circles trying to figure out what the fuck people are even saying to me..about who knows what. I’m so smart that they’re so stupid or I’m just at the point where I don’t care? 🚨🚨🚨 or maybe I was so medicated that I let everything pass me by? Who knows I don’t need to snap my fingers or flip my hair to know that I’m somebody. But are you somebody too? What’s your worth? What game are we playing today? My first year in Bali, I was becoming holistic. This was the hardest obstacle of my life. Im always thinking that I’m going through hurdles today …. but when I look back at my lifestyle. Becoming holistic was the hardest thing I’ve ever accomplished I went from taking opioids at 13 years old…. hydrocodone, oxycodone, flexeril, Toradol..prescribed vicodin in 7th grade…. by the time I was at Uni, my tolerance was sooo high; I had to inject 13 shots in the back of my neck each month for pain management. can you imagine every month? Four years of that I finished university barely breathing… so cooked out of mind, I’m surprised i passed at all but many classes I had to take 2 and sometimes 3 times over. My dropping point was when I had my stomach pumped, from an overdose. On this day; my neighbor found me…🚨🚨I had a reflection with myself. Realizing that if I don’t make a significant change in my behavior, I’m going to be on hard-core drugs for the rest of my life This was same time my boyfriend of 6 years broke up. It was mutual, I was moving 100 mph I saw a Facebook ad to cowork and travel in Bali. I bought into it, 2 weeks later I was on a plane.💥💥 No access to medication in Indonesia which encouraged to stop drinking & taking drugs. no weed also. If I can do it, you can do it #lifeofmissydi

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