I prayed to God for a good hour this morning, talked to my parents for 30 minutes in America and reached out to someone I knew I could count on to do something spontaneous with me. I asked for a moment that I would never forget, I needed to feel wanted…and I wanted to feel alive. I’ve been putting my guard down, being more vulnerable and it really has Put some things and some people in perspective. I’m starting to see true colors and there’s no more gray area. Either black or white. I was ready to give up things I’ve been working hard for. And so I took today as an opportunity to see a majestic volcano. How many people do you know that have witnessed something so mindblowing? the journey was unreal. I felt like we were in a movie and I was watching someone else’ life.. today was everything that I needed. I was like give me something good that I Can look back on and memories and say f## yeah I did that. #mountagung #bali

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Time Lapse

Our epic journey took three hours on scooter, in the pouring rain… plus stops for ATM, gas, water, lightning LOL stoked to spend a day w @lunaticlukas for his birthday… a day that he will never forget, same here. Im cheesin, volcano was bliss.. wish we could put today on repeat. ☺️#mountagung #bali

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When I felt two earthquakes, I about lost it. Lol The tremors were tripping me out. But you know I was so happy to be with Lukas today, I don’t think I know of anyone who would drop the whole day, especially their birthday… To go on an incredible adventure across the island in the pouring rain to see the volcano (( because it’s a once-in-a-lifetime opportunity )) Wow, I can’t stop smiling. We drove through a wicked thunderstorm and ash falling from the sky. It was literally a dream to see this view. #mountagung

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