Maybe it’s the scorpio in me ♏️

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Maybe it’s the scorpio in me ♏️

I’ve never been in a position where my vulnerability was at such a low that I needed to ask for help. The last seven days have been a true testimony of how thick my skin is. I’ve had people contact me out of the blue, to check on me because they felt something. The situation that I’ve had to personally handle because of my unique differences is beyond any human interaction that you could ever learn. I’ve gone through the ringer while getting my ass kicked by every single form of energy surrounding me. I haven’t slept in five days. My migraine is going on two weeks and counting. I’ve had multibillion dollar companies such as Airbnb and Viva airline pick me out of the bunch to give me whiplash. I keep telling myself that my condition is a gift. That I am being gifted experiences so that it makes me a tougher woman. But there are some days, but I just want to hang up the coat and call it done. But what kind of superhero would I be if I put my cape away? 🦸

I pray more than six times a day. I cry for hours at a time. I don’t have pity on myself, I have pity on the situation of how people are so disheartening and cruel. I’ve never had a fight so hard for my rights as a human being. I have never felt so shitty because I have a disability and people don’t respect that. I’m not asking for respect, I’m seeking the same individual treatment that you would give me to any other person. Because I am living a full life with many boundaries, that intimidates people. What I try to tell them is your reflection is not my business so keep steppin. I did not come this far to get pulled down by energies that I don’t even know. I’m trying to do this whole “teachable” moment thing geeesh

I am grateful for my angels. I am blessed to live another day. I am thankful that I’ve come from such a difficult hardship that I can continue waking up and smile. I’m at the point in my life where I want certain people to be surrounding me all the time.

It takes a lot of fight to put up with so much every day.❤️

 

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