Do you remember the times? 💎
The good ol’ days ; sorry, bursting your bubble because those times don’t exist anymore.. only you can make your version of good ol days in reality.
When will the new day begin.. ? When happiness takes over? im holding way too much in my head, spinning & spinning ; the emotional trauma keeps adding more stress to my dilemmas .. fukkn crazy memories are haunting my sleep with unhealthy habits.. 😩😩 im stuck in my past trying to sort closure 💔 but i remember there’s nothing to sort.. click, click, boom 💥 that shit over ;
so what’s to sort? I wont even give my eyes to “those” people; i wont let them be near my friends or keep tabs on what we are doin. Had to leave friend circles lately.. to make changes so we dont accidentally overlap. So annoying, it really is.. i cant enjoy my techno groove without having to check myself to make sure im not about to step on a land mine .. the fact that im giving them a podium on my platform is fukkn shit💩
Next time, ill have my body proof vest on; packed & loaded. Never have I ever, lost myself so hard over someone who was once my everything 🥴🤢🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮🤮
I must say that im happy that i live in my castle in the sky.. because these will be my chill out, turn down moments before the next chapter begins. 🤫 jet setting outtaaaaa here!
No Lashes // No Makeup // Just Pure Soul, Baby
No lashes // no makeup // just pure soul, baby.. and you’ll know how much I hate that basic word ‘just’ … I get it, I’m losing my mind a bit because the ppl don’t see my vision. Even my chest hurts, no sleep.. #anxiety and fear of what the fuq is going down the […]
Keep On 🥵 Keeping On
Keep on🥵 keepin on 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 do it, to it!!! View this post on Instagram Keep on🥵 keepin on 🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺 do it, to it!!! A post shared by MissyDi (@missydi) on Oct 19, 2020 at 11:09pm PDT
Blue Eye Queen 👑
Blue eye queen 👑 View this post on Instagram Blue eye queen 👑 A post shared by MissyDi (@missydi) on Oct 17, 2020 at 3:48pm PDT
Whatcha Think About This? 🦹🏼♀️ This Dark Look Has A Super Hero Vibe, Ammi right?
Whatcha think about this? 🦹🏼♀️ this dark look has a super hero vibe, ammi right? more or less * im rockin the dark makeup to combat my sleepy ass eyes; ive been coming a long way…. how can i compare good vs bad days; if each day has its own moments of break downs❤️🖤 kinda […]
I’m Not Sure What To Say Anymore.. Something Is Still Missing
Im not sure what to say anymore.. something is still missing. What am I chasing if I have all these targets trying to take me back down 100 notches. I go up one– and go back three. Do you know who you are? I’m running away from these crazy ass thoughts; life’s hard but that’s […]
