Chasing Happiness – Medellin
You wouldn’t believe how many times I wake up wondering what I’m doing, I live abroad again. How many people can say they do that every single year, not many? Chasing happiness in a country that I don’t recognize anymore. Regrouping my troops by picking && choosing who’s really looking out for me. Sometimes I wonder if I’m making the right decisions, there’s a whole world out there. Beauty is in the eye of the beholder, using my eyes to open opportunities.
Discovering that it doesn’t take much effort to make an impact on a person. I’ve been exploring the last 5 miles of my surroundings, making new friends and dancing when the stars come out. I’ve been accepting the good with the bad, losing money, insurance, taxes, the list goes on. Can’t wait for that million-dollar idea LOL don’t we all? Would that make us humble if things were given to us, not really? You have to earn what you deserve. Sometimes I wonder if I am being treated fairly or if my bad attitude is what attracts the bad energy. Everybody has their days, I had to get out of the city. Detroit can eat you up and swallow you like a sinkhole. That little bubble, that we call town but is really a city. I wear my heart on my sleeve. But I refuse to let people walk all over me and take advantage of my skills.
When I return to the states in May, hopefully, attitudes have changed because I’m really tired of being the logistical friend in the relationship. I started cutting people off, I started really looking at myself wondering what’s going on these days. I want to remain in the music industry but my heart is telling me that I need to focus on something else. God has blessed me with a rare condition, so special that there’s less than 25,000 of us that have this disease. We need to use my powers for the right reasons, I need to use my eyes to open up to people.. Sometimes I have no idea because the day goes by so fast. At least I’m trying, 80% of Americans don’t have passports. 70% of us are living paycheck to paycheck, more than half of us are in $10,000 or more dollars of debt. It might look like I’m living a luxurious life right? Guess again
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